about joqui

I often feel like I have to hide how I feel from those close to me. I'm a rather judgy person and I often have very nasty thoughts about other people but I've learned to keep these thoughts inside and present as a sweet and kind individual.
Tamsy and I also share many hobbies and interests. We both enjoy cake, listening to classical and heavy music, and rollerskating!!
Even though Kei Urana has disclosed that Tamsy isn't trans, I still headcannon him as so. He's one of my biggest inspirations when it comes to my transition goal.

My relationship with my art has always been complicated and I feel very connected with Yatora's own sentiment with his art progress.
I've always known that if I choose my dream career of being a multimedia artist, that I'd be risking the chance of living comfortably in our inflated economy. Yatora shared this thought process in volume 1 of Blue Period but grew to chase his passion and love for creating art that spoke the things he wished to express. I only strive to let go of my apprehension for my future and choose to do what I love, even if I have to live scarcily.
He's also very aware that he doesn't possess the same "natural talent" for art like his close companion, Yotasuke Takahashi. This understanding pushes him to work harder and harder to hone his skill of painting. I used to have this "knack" for drawing as a kid. I drew the best sunflowers in kindergarten and the cutest anime girls in middle school but now that I'm a teenager, in a sea of artists in high school, I realize that there are so many other artists that have much more skill at creating than I do. That thought really depresses me sometimes and instead of making me push to get better, it demotivates me and I get the overwhelming feeling to quit creating. But, I won't quit, I'll keep getting out of this depressive state and push forward as an artist.

Pinkie Pie and I are one in the same. I have pretty surface level reasons for kinning Pinkie but I think I'm still valid..
We're both very optimistic and joyous people/ponies, always choosing to smile in the face of problems. I can relate to her song, "Laughter Song" from Season 1, Episode 2 where she sings about choosing to smile and laugh in the face of the things she fears most. I used to be an incredibly pessemistic person who groveled under my problems and fears but I've grown to be someone who can smile and find the good in some of the worst situations. We're very similar in that aspect.
I LOVE PARTIES, CAKE, CONFETTI, AND GIFTS!!!!! Some of my favorite memories from my nin(tilde)ez have been me dancing and jumping around in front of my iPad whenever Pinkie Pie was shown throwing a party. Every single birthday of mine up until the age of 10, I'd plead with my parents to let me throw a massive birthday bash, invite all my friends over, and make confetti filled party favors for each of them. To this day, I love hosting for my closest friends and setting our place up to be all colorful with pink tablecloths, rainbow streamers, the whole shabang.
I'm aware the whole point of the show is friendship, but I truly love my friends to the moon and back, just like how Pinkie Pie treasures her 5 closest friends. I'd really do it all for them.

When I first watched OHSHC as an 11 year old, I felt a strange sense of relatability towards her. My kinship with Haruhi revolves mostly around my gender identity and belief surrounding it.
I've recognized that I didn't feel normal about myself and my body long before I labeled myself as genderfluid. Haruhi was like, strike 1 in my trans journey. Her androgynous appearance still fills me with gender envy, more so as a kid. I want so badly to be able to look as androgynous as she does but also able to quickly switch to fem or masc with a change of clothes. I wish I didn't care for labels and appearances like how Haruhi doesn't, but I'm always going to feel incorrect in my body, I'm always going to care, and I've come to be okay with that.